40 Truths

1. When I'm home, I only eat organic/natural foods & am currently obsessed with panera bread and rusty's
2. I'm obsessed with smoothies
3. I idolize Marina Diamandis, a fine frenzy, meg& dia, kristen stewart, lady gaga, zooey deschanel & ellen page
4. I love school& actually love doing homework
5. I LOVE to write, and write poetry about my life everyday.
6. I'm obsessed with fashion
7. I wish I could run again, because it makes me feel so free
8. I love kids, will be tutoring this fall, and wish to teach as a career.
9. I love to sing & dance
10. I get impatient easily & don't trust anyone
11. I'm obsessed with the history of the Holocaust, Hitler, and am taking Genocide class in the fall
12. I have such a big place in my heart for all animals, especially dogs.
13. My sister and I will be petsitting for the 3 cutest dogs in the world (next to my dogs of course). And I will be a volunteer at animal farm foundation (rescue for pitbulls in need) in the fall.
14. I'm in love with Michael Cera, and find shy sensitive dorky guys extremely appealing
15. My life is finally being pieced back together and I cant be happier
16. I'm attached to an IV pole for a total 5 hours a day
17. Of my friends, I am the only person who know what a herx. response is (except for Amber)
18. I miss summers when Anna and I were kids going to sunny hill etc. and before there was a care in the world, or a disease to maintain.
19. I love books about russia, india, and by Jane Austen
21. I love frank sinatra & ray charles
22. I love wearing bracelets and rings
23. lately ive been eating only smoothies, z bars, bruschetta, annies fruit snacks & mozzarella sticks all day everyday
24. I love reading fashion blogs & love to blog
25. I feel happiest when I'm making collages, cards, adding things to my fashion journal, listening to my music & singing, hanging around my friends, when i'm in the bronx, when im doing homework, when im with dogs, when i reading & when im watching seinfeld :)
26. I sing in the shower.
27. I still watch kiddy cartoons like the rugrats.
28. I have my heart set on moving to the city or the Bronx and going to college at Hunter.
29. I won't (because of my health) get drunk, or even drink for that matter, when I move out/ grow up. But I plan on having tons of sex.
30. When & if I have a baby girl I have a list of names already planned:
Marina, Remy, Isabelle, Emily/Emma, Bianca, Lucrezia, Allison, Ronnie, Maya, Magdalena, Anastasia, Marie, Gabriella, Skye, Noah, Gloria, Chelsea, Grace & Berlin.
31. I am a major history buff
32.I am in love with inspiration and love itself.
33. Kristen stewart is my favorite actress of our generation.
34. I wish I could have lived in the 20s-40s. My great aunt Florrie's stories of this era makes me wish this even more so.
35. I love hard, but I don't let anyone in
36. I can't see myself married, but I can see myself in love
37. My Pop Pop means the world to me
38. I'm not afraid to be myself and have always preferred being alone
39. I'm fighting alot of mental demons right now, but music and my family chase them away.
40. This year, I have grown so much as a person, and although its been hell, I understand myself as a person more, I understand my life & the people in it better & and understand the world better. i am seeing everything and everyone in a whole new light, and i realize what is important.