Song Challenge day 05- a song that reminds you of someone

When You're Gone by Avril Lavigne reminds me of my best friend Anna ( it's our song). We miss each other so it's clearly situation appropriate :) This also reminds me of her because we were obsessed with Avril Lavigne at one time, so Avril immediately makes me think of those carefree days with her as children.

Day 15: Create an outfit at http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/app and printscreen it!

Day 15: Create an outfit at http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/app and printscreen it! by sunnyhillgrl on Polyvore.com

Well, Something obviosuly went wrong with this. Oh well, you get the gist.

I can never find the words. I love you.

Song challenge day 04- a song that makes you sad

The song Runaway Love by Ludacris & Mary J. Blige makes me SO sad. This was the first song I could think of because when i heard it a few years ago, it just depressed me soo much. It's so sad, but it's a good song with a great message- depending on how bad your situation is (abuse etc.) sometimes it's just better to get out.

When Youre Gone by Avril Lavigne also makes me sad because it makes me think of how much I miss and love my best friend.

Say Say Say by Michael Jackson and Paul McCartney makes me sad as well because it was my favorite song last year & every time I would get my shots, I'd listen to it. After a while, I couldn't stand the song because I began associating it with pain.

Song Challenge day 03- a song that makes you happy

This one was a tie.

We are Golden by Mika & any song by Lady Gaga makes me extremely happy. :D

Autumn Bliss :)

Ahh, I LOVE fall, and it seems to be finally officially here! Oh dear, there's colorful leaves covering my entire backyard (in trees and on the ground). It's truly a beautiful scene with all the amazing oranges, yellows, and deep reds. And the weather is perfect (well except for the rain)! Fall is my favorite season~there is soo much to look forward to/be happy about. First of all, this means cardigans, boots& sweaters again~Yay! I'm totally prepared for this fashion season :) Also sometime next weekend we are going apple picking with the Bonanno family-which is the best! Especially with them. The next morning, Carmine & my mom make fresh apple sauce thats just to die for! Also, all the other delicious delicacies of fall/thanksgiving & then the holiday spirit of giving for christmas. Fall always makes me really happy because it reminds me the holiday season is approaching. And for Halloween by the way, I'm thinking of either being Lady Gaga or Marina Diamandis. Tough call, I know. Lately I've been having this overwelming hankering for Indian food, so i've been eating alot of that. Unfortunately though my latest Indian dinner (and leftovers which is soon to be my lunch) are from the red hook curry house- which let me tell you is pretty damn awful. Or mediocre. i'll give it a mediocre. I can't wait to go to Poughkeepise later this week to the kebab place to truly satisfy my craving. I just hope my family doesn't mind repeatedly going out for Indian lol. Well all that talk of Indian food was really convincing and now i'm going to go enjoy some (a little earlier than planned).

In other news:
I'm currently reading the Scarlet Letter and its great :) I also just recently finished a memoir called Barefoot in Baghdad, which was also truly amazing. I've been thinking alot about college and living arrangements and stuff & im really excited for it. I'm also anticipating visiting manhattan soon to go to topshop and thrift shops in the village. Can't wait! :)

Day 14: A silly picture of you/ you & your friends

I know this isn't so silly, but it's the best I could do while representing my real friends :)

Song Challenge day 02- your least favorite song

Well, most songs being played nowadays on the top 20 or whatever are my focus of depise. I'll list a few:

Cooler than me- mike posner (not entirely solid on the name)

First of all, who is this guy?? Second of all, this song makes me CRINGE. His voice is just terrible with a capital T. And the song is pointless; I saw the video while I was watching Fuse or something or other (for the Gaga interview :D) and it came on, and I'm like WTF?? Dumb.

Any of his songs (i don't know many of their titles) - Justin bieber.

This is self explanatory why I want to rip my ears off when I hear his stuff. What a disgrace to music. He scares me. By the way, what is his appeal? He has no talent and is prepubescent. Yet millions (well i hope not millions) of girls are OBSESSED with this kid. Why?

Most of her songs- Kesha

She sounds drunk and her songs are pointless. Unless you want to dance. But NOT someone to promote or to be an official "fan" of.

& those bands on nickelodeon like big time rush and allstar weekend. BLAH.

There's also a few Meg & Dia and Avril Lavigne songs etc. that I cannot bear to hear again due to my overplaying of them on my iPod.

Day 13: A picture of what you wore today

Plus this cute purpley'gray pocketbook from forever 21, that im sure i posted in an eariler post, but could not fit in this one :/

Song Challenge day 01- your favorite song

I love too many songs to call one a favorite. But as of now I cannot stop singing

Blow Away - A Fine Frenzy

Aww :D

Cute~This is what my dogs look like after a bath! Minus all the white.

A poem I wrote :)

“A Doll’s Demise”

We seem to be the epitome of perfection,
childhood play thing with anatomical finesse;
but little do you know,
a doll’s life is hell.

Stiff, cold, and plastic,
I was promised that I would be cared for and
loved by a gentle child;
but I was not so lucky.

I remain paralyzed on the shelf
until summoned for “play”;
I try to protest,
but I can’t seem to get the words out.

My eyes appear vacant,
masking the pain I feel.

Forced to submit to itchy dresses and matted hair,
my hair is pawed at by snotty-nosed toddlers with
sharp plastic brushes;
brushing until the hair falls out,
thrown to the side when the game gets boring.

I often dream of being free and happy,
roaming the world independently;
I know this is an unrealistic expectation,
but these thoughts are what keep me hopeful and motivated.

By the end of my life,
I am missing an eye, an arm,
only clumps of hair left peppered across my scalp;
stripped down to nothing, as if my shame and suffering
weren’t great enough.

Marker tattooes my body,
cracks breaking my plastic shell from being
chewed by the dog;
trapped in a dusty mildew box labeled “junk”.

Not all dolls have a similar fate to mine;
not all suffer from neglect and exploitation.
Some are truly happy, their eyes
do not appear to be so empty.

Through my eyes, you can see the fragments
and effects of my broken spirit – eternally forgotten.
Laying in my dark prison, I sometimes imagine
what it would be like to be held by a child, and be filled with love an bliss.


With this poem, I tried to make a connection between the fate of dolls and injustices in human rights.

Song Challenge ^.^

day 01- your favorite song

day 02- your least favorite song

day 03- a song that makes you happy

day 04- a song that makes you sad

day 05- a song that reminds you of someone

day 06- a song that reminds you of somewhere

day 07- a song that reminds you of a certain event

day 08- a song that you know all the words to

day 09- a song that you can dance to

day 10- a song that makes you fall asleep

day 11- a song from your favorite band

day 12- a song from a band you hate

day 13- a song that is a guilty pleasure

day 14- a song that no one would expect you to love

day 15- a song that describes you

day 16- a song that reminds you of summer

day 17- a song that you hear often on the radio

day 18- a song that you wish you heard on the radio

day 19- a song from your favorite album

day 20- a song that you listen to when you are angry

day 21- a song that you listen to when youre happy

day 22- a song that you listen to when you are sad

day 23- a song that you want to play at your wedding

day 24- a song that you want to play at your funeral

day 25- a song that makes you laugh

day 26- a song that you can play on an instrument

day 27- a song that you wish you could play

day 28- a song that makes you feel guilty

day 29- a song from your childhood

day 30- your favorite song at this time last year

Reblog and bold what applies to you.

My personality:
◦I’m loud
◦I’m obnoxious.
◦I’m sarcastic.
◦I’m cocky.
◦I cry easily.
◦I have a bad temper.
◦For the most part I don’t like people.
◦I’m easy to get along with.
◦I have more enemies than friends.
◦I’ve smoked.
◦I’ve smoked weed.
◦I drink coffee.
◦I clean my room daily.

My appearance:
◦I wear makeup.
◦I wear a piece of jewelery at all times.
◦I wear contacts.
◦I wear glasses.
◦I have braces.
◦I change my hair colour often.
◦I straighten my hair often.
◦I have a piercing.
◦I have small feet.

Relationships:
◦I’m in a relationship now.
◦I’m single.
◦I’m crushin’.
◦I’ve missed an ex before.
◦I’m always scared of being hurt.
◦An ex has physically abused me at least once.
◦I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t.
◦I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did.
◦I’ve been in love more than two times.
◦I believe in love at first sight.
◦I believe lust is more important than love.

Friendships:
◦I have a best friend.
◦I have at least ten friends.
◦I’ve gotten a phone call in the last 48 hours from a friend.
◦I’ve beaten up a friend.
◦I’ve been in a serious fight with a friend.
◦I can trust at least five people with my life.

Experiences:
◦I’ve been on a plane.
◦I’ve been on a train.
◦Someone close to me has died.
◦I’ve taken a taxi.
◦I’ve taken a city bus.
◦I’ve taken a school bus.
◦I’ve gone bungee jumping.
◦I’ve made a speech.
◦I’ve been in some sort of club.
◦I’ve won an award.
◦I’ve spent 24 hours on the computer straight.
◦I’ve been in a physical fight.

Music:
◦I listen to R&B.
◦I listen to country.
◦I listen to pop.
◦I listen to techno.
◦I listen to rock.
◦I’m one of those people who play songs repeatedly until i hate it.
◦I hate the radio.
◦I download music.
◦I buy CD’s.

Television:
◦I spend at least six hours a day watching television.
◦I watch soap operas daily.
◦I’m in love with Days Of Our Lives.
◦I’ve seen and liked the O.C.
◦I’ve seen and liked One Tree Hill.
◦I’ve seen and like Americas Next Top Model.
◦I’ve seen and like Popular.
◦I’ve seen and like 24.
◦I’ve seen and liked CSI.
◦I’ve seen and like Everwood.

Family Life:
◦I get along with both of my parents.
◦My biological parents are still together.
◦I have at least one brother.
◦I have at least one sister.
◦I have at least one step brother/sister.
◦I have at least one half brother/sister.
◦I’ve been kicked out of the house.
◦I’ve ran away from my home.

Hair:
◦I’ve been brown.
◦I’ve had streaks.
◦I’ve cut my hair in the past year.
◦I’ve dyed my hair in the past year.
◦I’ve been blonde.
◦I’ve had black.
◦I’ve been red.
◦I’ve been light brown.
◦I’ve been medium brown.
◦I’ve been blue/green. purple
◦I’ve gotten my hair thinned.
◦I use conditioner.
◦I’ve used silk therapy.
◦I’ve used hot oil treatments.
◦I’ve curled my hair.
◦I’ve straightened my hair.
◦I’ve ironed my hair.
◦I’ve braided my hair.

School:
◦I’ve yelled at a teacher.
◦I’ve been suspended.
◦I’ve had an in-school suspension.
◦I’ve been sent to the principals office.
◦I’ve walked out of class.
◦I’ve skipped an entire day of school.
◦I’ve skipped a whole month of one certain class.
◦I’ve failed Art.
◦I’ve failed P.E.
◦I’ve failed math.
◦I’ve failed science.
◦I’ve failed another class.
◦A teacher has called my parents.

Day 12: What got you into this challenge?

Uhrrmm, this is kind of pointless. I got it off of my best friend's blog. And I figured I could use something else to do on my blog. That's it.

Day 11: Write a letter to your loved one (ex. crush, boyfriend etc.)

I don't have a boyfriend right now, and I don't feel like talking aboout my crush. So I'll just show you my newest celebrity crush :D

Jesse Eisenberg~he's SO adorable. Kind of like Nick Jonas and Michael Cera fused together=perfection.

Dear Jesse,

You're adorable. A delicious fusion of two hotties. Marry me, will you? ^.^

Love,

Me.

Shopping List

The boots, jacket & dress- H&M

The tank- Express

blue nail polish-Charlotte Russe

I made a TON of cash, my last birthday- so now I can indulge :)

Currently Reading...

Day 10: Write the differences between you and your best friend

There are not many difference between Anna than I that would be a problem between us. So I'll try to come up with some random differences that set us apart as people in general...? I'm also going to state some of our similairities since I can think of more of those that are significant.

-Anna lives in the Bronx, I live here.

-She puts on a tough exterior while I put on a soft and sweet exterior. But we are both going through alot and I think have different ways of showing it. (well she doesn't have a tough exterior with me, but it still counts).

-She has 2 older siblings, and I have one younger.

-The only pets she's had is a cat (long time ago) Baby, Luigi (birds) and a hamster. And I've had guinea pigs, rats, mice, lizards, frogs, a tortoise, and now 2 dogs.

-She loves the show Glee, and I despise it.

-She loves kids and I can't stand them.

-She's team edward, I'm team Jacob (lmao).

-She can draw beautifully & I can't draw at all.

-She's Italian & Armenian, and I'm Irish, Scottish, English, German, Austrian, Italian, and Welsh.

- She's athletic and I am not. When we were younger, I only joined baseball because Anna was in it haha. She loved it though, and was good!

-Anna like sweet snacks/junk food, and I hate it/ can't tolerate it.

-She and her family are practicing Christians, and I am undecided.

We both...

-are going through alot.

-love animals.

-are intelligent & love to read.

-like marina & the diamonds, lady gaga, meg & dia etc.

-love fashion.

-are pretty short.

-are awesome friends :)

-used to have a crush on the same person at the same time.

-have had some kind of major health problem/ordeal.

-need each other.

-miss each other.

-artisitic in some sense.

-can eat ALOT. (but I think Anna moreso, I'll give her that.)

-know each other so well.

-love Italian food along with every other food imaginable.

-we both have a hard time with letting people in (excluding each other, of course!).

I'm gonna stop here, this is getting exhausting.

Preguntas de una fashionista ;D

What are your favorite colors?: red & yellow. but to wear? grey, purple & blue

What is your fashion philosophy?: Wear things that are comfortable, cheap, yet still super fashionable (its possible)

Describe your style: its really eclectic, so I guess I'd have to describe it as: vintage girly grunge preppy :)

What current trends do you like?: Leather&lace, harem pants, chanel les khakis nail polish, high waisted pants/skirts, Baby-G watches, neutrals & shoulder padding.

What old trends do you think should come back?: marie antoinette style dress &jewelry

Do you like accesories?: Yes~especially bows, headbands, cluster necklaces, fake lashes, yarn bracelets, and RINGS! I also love scarves but am not satisfied with my current selection :/ shopping trip is neccessary ^.^ & my aviators & tortoise shell ray bans

What kind of shoes do you like?: Heels & high wedges &peep toes and stuff like that. Leopard print preferably. TO wear though? - boots & converse ;)

Describe your dream outfit: button down, high waisted shorts, black wedgy-type-heels with a cute belt & bag :D

Ever wanted to be a fashion designer?: Yeah, but a long time ago.

Do you like matchy matchy, or mix and match?: Mix and match, but on occasion natchy matchy.

What is your biggest fashion problem?: I feel that my current clothes do not reach my fashion aspirations (theyre all too youngish looking) and im too small to pull of some cool high fashion looks made for women without curves and that are like 6 feet.

Do you think it’s too expensive to be trendy?: No defintely not. I believe I am trendy, and I dont spend much on clothes

If you had a fashion budget of 1 million dollars, where would you shop, and why?:
I would shop at Forever 21, H&M & Topshop because I love those stores

If you had to pick one designer to wear for the rest of your life, who would it be, and why?
I dont wear any designer clothes really so I have no answer.
Do you like high heels?:
Very much so!
Do you watch fashion shows?:
America's Next Top Model :D (if that counts...?)
What is the most important piece in your wardrobe?:
my jeans
The second most important?:
tie between my boots & plaid button down
What one piece are you dying to add to your wardrobe?:
3 pieces actually: this cropped leather jacket with fleece lining, this powdery rose vintage dress, and doc marten-esque boots (all from H& M)
What do you think is the most fashionable city in the world?:
New York city baby!
What is the most money you have spent on a pair of jeans?:
$40-50
Do you shop online for clothes?:
No, I browse online because I'm like a different size in every store, plus the fact my weight goes up and down sparadically.
If so, what stores?:
Forever 21, H&M & topshop
Who is the trendiest person you know?:
My friend Kate Davis & a bunch of other people I dont really know in my school. Oh, and my little sister :)
Good or Bad Trends: Good trends (was already discussed+jeggingsand knee high socks)-bad trends include Uggs, flare jeans, all hollister/abercrombie in one outfit, flip flops all year round, and hot topic attire

Leg Warmers?:
Yes
Bell Bottoms?:
Noo
Jelly Shoes?:
No, but I wore them as a kid all the time!
Scrunchies?:
Sometimes, maybe..
High-Wasted Pants?:
For suree
Cow Boy Hats?:
No
Head Bands?:
Yes
Gladiator Sandals?:
Hell to the yes
Snake Jewelry?:
What?
Concert Tees?:
Totally, as long as its fitted
Leopard Print?:
For shizzle :D

Where do you find fashion tips?
fashion blogs I read, celebrities, Nylon &seventeen magazines, my friends, music.

Name the magazine that you feel give the best fashion advice!
Nylon.

Who do you consider a style role model?
Rue Maclanahan as Blance Devereux, Kristen stewart, taylor momsen, rumi neely, selena gomez, lead singer of a fine frenzy & my friend Kate.

Name one person who has had the biggest impact within the fashion industry!
I'd say music in general

What is your favourite piece of fashion advice?
i don't have one

Name your favourite piece of clothing in which you own.
My "Avante Garde" tshirt and my boots

do you prefer spring/summer or autumn/winter?
spring & fall. for both weather & fashion.

what do you notice first: smokey eye make-up or bright lips?
Smoky eyes.

describe your personality in three words?
persevering, optimistic, beauty-appreciating

if you had to leave the house with only one item of make-up what would it be?
Black eyeliner

Which era do you think influenced fashion the most?
Well i'm not sure, but my favorite was the time span from the 20s to the 40s. the 80s were pretty awesome also.

what beauty product do you always repurchase?
exact eyelights mascara by covergirl, black nail polish & soft lips lip balm in minty vanilla

How would you describe your winter look?
including but not limited to leather boots, scarves, lotsa cardigans & eye make up

What will your look be this spring?
Leather & lace sort of look. also skinny jeans & boots sort of look

What's your pick for the "it" tech gadget of the moment?
my iPod touch

Three fave materials?
denim, leather, and lace.

What music are you listening to right now?
lots of MIKA, Eisley, Florence + the machine, Marina & the Diamonds, A fine frenzy, Lady Gaga, M.I.A., Maroon 5, train, & the sex pistols.

Day 9: A picture of you when you were still young. (ex. 2,3,4 etc.)

My parents like to say "this picture says it all". Unfortunately, I'm gonna have to agree with them :)